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So yeah... School, graduated. Shit's busy! Money situation is a crap shoot like most of the americans, but wha'cha gonna' do when you work a leaky job and have school bills to worry about. :P Almost about that time to finish off my edumacation... So close! So damn, damn close! This year, then next spring, if all goes well, BAM! Folks and kids will be calling me, 'Ms. Feller'. ;) Keep on wathcin' if you're into my stuff. I may be busy, and I may seem like a ghost, but I'm still sketching, drawing, and playing with watercolors. :3

Yeah... so it's the end of another semester; and guess what? ASSOCIATES DEGREE NUKKA! o_o 'Das right... Finally I have a degree coming after 3 years of work. I look back in my deviant gallery especially and see how my stuff's evolved... I'm definitely more conscious of my own technique and creative spirit. I know what I'm good at, what can be developed, and that I'm STILL a HORRIBLE procrastinator. I know it's bad though now... S'not really something to gloat about, because life is short and your time at school is the shortest! Seriously, don't underestimate school, it's probably the best time of you life despite all the stress. Especially

So it's been an interesting bout of time since I've last updated... My zest for working on my projects, free and assigned to me, all fall short right after the brilliant idea forms in my head. It's not that I can't get the ideas out, they're there, I just... There's something about picking up the pencil or paintbrush again that just seems so impossible. I guess I'm not seeing the finished project behind my eyes, but the work I'm about to do... It's like a slave only knowing the hardship and struggle without seeing the fruits borne afterwards.. No, more like I'm a stubborn, tired mule that doesn't want to plow because I don't care about the o